[03:46.00]You built a kingdom out of lies,
[03:46.00]and made me bow with blinded eyes.
[03:46.00]I wore your silence like perfume,
[03:46.00]hoping you'd see me in the gloom.
[03:46.00]You touched my heart with frozen hands,
[03:46.00]then left me sinking in quicksand.
[03:46.00]You always loved the power game—
[03:46.00]I lost myself beneath your name.
[03:46.00]I hate you,
[03:46.00]because you made me love a ghost.
[03:46.00]I hate you,
[03:46.00]for all the truths you never spoke.
[03:46.00]You left a wound I couldn’t hide,
[03:46.00]a shadow living in my mind.
[03:46.00]And that’s the part I hate the most—
[03:46.00]that I can’t let you go.
[03:46.00]You kissed me like a pretty lie,
[03:46.00]then watched me break without a sigh.
[03:46.00]I stitched your chaos to my chest,
[03:46.00]believed your poison was a test.
[03:46.00]You never cared to understand,
[03:46.00]you only loved what you could command.
[03:46.00]You loved me weak, you loved me small—
[03:46.00]you loved me better when I'd fall.
[03:46.00]I hate you,
[03:46.00]because you made me love a ghost.
[03:46.00]I hate you,
[03:46.00]for every promise that you broke.
[03:46.00]You left a wound I couldn’t hide,
[03:46.00]a shadow living in my mind.
[03:46.00]And that’s the part I hate the most—
[03:46.00]that I can’t let you go.
[03:46.00]If hurting me was your escape,
[03:46.00]you must be proud of what you made.
[03:46.00]I tried to heal, I tried to stay—
[03:46.00]you turned my light to grey.
[03:46.00]I hate you,
[03:46.00]because you made me love a ghost.
[03:46.00]I hate you,
[03:46.00]but hating you just hurts me most.
[03:46.00]Your name still echoes through my bones,
[03:46.00]a bitter hymn I should’ve known.
[03:46.00]And maybe someday I’ll let go—
[03:46.00]but not tonight,
[03:46.00]not yet,
[03:46.00]not close.